i love PINK. sue me.

i am doing this because i dont wanna study yet for my math lont test tomorrow..ü

1. The name you wished that appears in
your birth register:
>beatrice..only my grandma calls me beatrice..and my moM when she's mad or my friends (esp. missy! MICHELLE!!) when teasing..

2. Your nickname you really love to hear from
your friends:
>bea..they call me bea always..or at least most of the time..

3. Who was the first and last person that
greeted you (on your last birthday):
>first: isay my gradeschool classmate..last: my uncle mon..he was 3 days late!!

4. It was your birthday, I better wrap:
> brand new colored phone with camera..and a yellow or black sports car..ü

5. What did you do (will do) on your first salary:
> splurge beybeh! ü

6. CD that you keep on playing all over again?
> mymp and marron5

7. Movie that you have and love to watch a
hundred times:
> a walk to remember, mean girls (though ive only seen it once..) and 13 going on 30 (i havent seen it!! feel ko lng..) a walk to remember forever and ever amen!

8. TV shows that you barely missed to watch:
> i dont have much time watching tv these days but when i do..i watch amazing race5, queer eye for the straight guy, disney and nick shows, i also check the movie skeds for hbo, cinemax and star movies..

9. Your bag contains:
>school bag: school stuff, wallet, necessities bag.. hand bag: wallet, comb, mirror, lip gloss, phone..ü

10. What time do you usually wake up?
> 5.30-6.00 on a school day and 9-12 on a weekend..

11. What things really make you smile?
> lots of stuff!! i laugh/smile at the simplest things!

12. I offered you ringside tickets of soccer and
basketball, which would you choose:
> if basketball as in ateneo or nba..definately..but if real madrid or beckham playing..soccer..

13. How many pillows do you use when sleeping?
> 100000000000000000..ü

14. Do you love eating breakfast?
> nope.. im cranky during the morning..

15. Song that makes you think way back from
Elementary:
> all the so called "in" songs during elemantary..

16. Person that lives from afar that you really
want to hug:
> my fave cousin..colin..the cutest baby alive! (the one in the pic..) and my other cousin, ate carissa..they both live in canada..

17. Things that you do before getting off your
bed:
> get back to sleep..ü

18. Is your fone dead when you're asleep?
> no.. i dont turn off my phone..

19. Say something to the person who sent it to
you?
> hi teki..borrowed this.. missyah! ü

20. Say something to the person whom you think
will send this back to you the fastest:
> uhhh..dunno..ü

21. Who ARE your crushes:
> i have lots! fonacier, tiu, brad pitt, daniel radcliffe, that ateneo guy.. the list goes on and on..ü

22. Anything common among them?
> they're all cute!!

24. What age will you get married?
> i dont know.. 28-32 i guess...

25. Can you tell to whom?
> fonacier.. promise!! we are DESTINED to be together..ü

26. Possible theme of your wedding:
> i want a church wedding..with lots and lots of fresh flowers..

27. How many children?:
> haha..i dont know..ü

28. Do you keep a rosary in your car?
> nope..sorry..

29. Do you have a pic of a girl/boy in your
wallet?
> yeah..barkada pics..family pics..baby pics..crush pics..ü

30. Words in your mouth:
> should study!! ü

today i laughed a total of 10498223749854556654654123137641324 times..

i may be exaggerating..

actually i am exaggerating

but i laughed today like ive never laughed before..

rephrase: but i laughed harder today than the other days..

today..was just simply amazing..

everyone at school is sooo funny..

but then again.. i am mababaw..

still.. today was so awesome..

today i laughed the laugh that i have been missing..

today i laughed like no other

today everyone and everything makes me happy..

today i learned what i was missing..

how to laugh blissfully and carelessly at the littlest things..

how to throw your worries away and simply be happy..

how to really bond with friends.. both the barkada and the classroom friends

how friends really are funny funny people..

today i felt like a child

today i felt really complete

today i am me.
-end-

ps..today i had a really really good time with friends.. i learned the importance of friendship.. and as i think of it..how i will miss my friends when we graduate!! haha..see you guys on monday ü

move over janet! there's a new "wardrobe malfuntion" victim! jennifer hawkins, the current ms. universe, had her own share of wardrobe malfunction..during a fashion show in sydney australia.. she was wearing a (would you believe?) *drumroll* 7 kilogram metallic gown! the same gown she wore during the ms. uiniverse pageant..according to reports.. her heel got caught in the skirt causing the skirt to fall..exposing her..uhhh..thong underwear to the shocked audience..keeping her ms. universe-y composure..she simply walked away from the scene..poor girl.. but in one picture (not shown), she was laughing at herself! ü

i hate doing this.

but i have too. i have to let it out.

i cannot hide from myself forever.

as much as it hurts saying this.

i miss you.

no. i havent forgotten you.

i was pretending.

coz maybe through pretending i can really forget you.

and everything that comes with you.

but the more i pretended.

the more i miss you.

i miss you. i miss you. i miss you!!!

i miss you like hell!

i abso-fucking-lutely miss you!!

i miss you so much it hurts!

i miss every single shitty thing thats comes with you.

arghh!!!

happy now???

i miss you.


***"abso-fucking-lutely" term got from makeupjunkie

new layout..finally, i had the guts to make a new layout..i was afraid kasi na baka pangit ung new layout, tas i dont know how to "restore" the old layout..ü black's pretty..saw a number of site na with black background..(eneri, deadlybewitching, maf(at livejournal), pendevous, melat..etc..etc) so aun..testing my new layout.. if i like it then i'll keep it.. if not..back to the old one..ü

i saw marc abaya at mcdo katips yester yesterday(09.08.04 dad's bday!) i was with ac and krizia and we saw an mtv camera thing and we thought that maybe.. just maybe! mtv's "mic mo to" will be held at mcdo katips..lo and behold..ac saw marc abaya outside mcdo!! we went from lazy, french-fries-eatin' teenagers to wild, and super kilig..uhh.. teenagers pa ren.. then there's this guy wearing a brown shirt.. going around mcdo asking mc people if they could "guest" sa mic mo to.. unfortunately, they didnt asked us kasi malayo ang table namin..pero ok lng..kc we got a pic of him.. we were like:

us: marc pa pic!
marc: sure!
us: thanks! ohmygosh thanks!
me: oh my gosh!! friendster!!!!
marc: yeah friendster!! yeah! add me!
us: (all giggly and kilig while posing for the pic) ok..
krizia: may cd ako ng sandwich!
marc: (with hands together, parang he's praying, tas sabay bow down) thank you!!
us: thank you also..

arghhh!! ohmyfreakingosh! marc abaya is sooooo gwapo!! sooooooo nice pa!! as in sobrang grounded! walang "since-im-an-artista" dating..we were hysterical when we got to krizia's car! hayy.. from now on.. mtv na ko forever! ü

ps.. of course.. like wat happend on my joesph yeo pic.. i look uhh..weird in the marc abaya pic.. arghh! bat ganun?! tas si krizia..asar..naka akbay sakanya c marc! so i-crop lng nia ung pic.. silang dalawa na!! hmphhh! ok lng..ung arms naka akbay din sakin si yeo sa isang pic! all hail mtv!! ü pic to be posted soon!

yesterday, (09.09.04) ac, krizia, kim and i went again sa mcdo katips.. i, not over from my marc abaya experience,was hoping that maybe someone famous will come.. pero wala, no one came.. pero ok lng..we had a great time.. eatin' sundae and gossiping.. hahaha.. they bpught tickets pala..para sa "mcacoustic" concert today..at well..mcdo katips.. featuring bands like spongecola (mga idolo ni ac), cambio, 2pm (that freakin 2pm! kala namin 2pm ay oras!..so parang kame..2pm? diba 7pm ang start? that 2pm thing left us (and other mcdo people) puzzling kasi we dont know what 2pm stands for..eventualy, we figured out..actually ac figured out.. na band sila.. 2pm yeah! ), and many more that i already forgot..

yesterday din, my fam and i watched "the terminal" (the movie was inspired by true life tale of iranian refugee Merhan Karimi Nasseri..poor guy! mahirap un ah! stuck ka for almost a year sa isang airport, knowing no one and not knowing what will happen to you)starring tom hanks (who is superrr funny!) and catherine zeta jones (who is sooo pretty!) the movie was ok..and as weird as it may sound.. i had a crush with the guy with an orange uniform (diego luna) who was making tom hanks as his "bridge" to win the heart of an immigration officer (zoe saldana,who is pretty also..she's in crossroads pala, kaya familiar ung face) in exchange for food.. he starred pala in "y tu mama tambien" (by alfonso cuaron harry pooter3!), open range, dirty dancing2: havana nights, criminal. frida and many more foreign sounding films..

-end- puro parenthesis ü

isnt he cute? no he isnt.. he looks.. i dont know..something in him makes me like him..i have bad taste i know..

YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE IN)
--hillary osmena (who would freakin'ly name their pet hillary?)

YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (NAME OF YOUR FAVOURITE SNACK FOOD + GRANDFATHERS FIRST NAME)
-- fries orlando..

YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVOURITE RESTRAUNT)
--vinci casa armas (i like this!)

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice + Last Vacation Spot Visited)
--saffron baguio..

SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname+ Town Where You First Partied)
--ikky pony katipunan (omg? whats this?)

FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial +First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name)
b.ca ü

ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight +Any Liquid in Kitchen)
--chocolate coke ü (parang new flavor ng coke..)

DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Went to High School)
--puppy miriam ü

BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate +Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink)
--fries champagne ü

SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name + StreetWhere You First Lived)
--iglesias kamuning.. ü

ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy/Dessert +Last Name Of Favorite Musician)
--rocky road (ice cream flavor) abaya.. (haha!! marc abaya!)


--funny! got this from lost_student--

-end-

my my my..what has the world come to these days?

pic1. the amazing thong!!

pic2. whats this? a madonna-slash-britney-slash-christina remake?
would you believe the blonde girl is daisy fuentes?? the ex host of america's funniest home videos?

pic3. a good way of showing off your new fake obviously enhanced-slash-repaired boobies! shes with diego luna! yucky!

this is shitty.. i have to improve on:

math
science
english

i am serious

starting monday all of my quizzes/longtest/exams.hw's/sw's will have good results..

i will improve in everything..no more lousy grades..

i am dead serious.

i watched the game LIVE!! yes..live and with PATRON SEATS!! and VERY VERY NEAR THE DUGOUT where the players come..nevermind the annoying feu people (yes, they won..but do they have to make that "go away" hand wave..leche)..i was in heaven during the game..

chris tiu+larry fonacier= pure bliss..

my sister's friend, ate pia, whose dad is the manager of the ateneo team, introduced me to my one and only, larry fonacier!! (actually his my boyfriend..but he doesnt know it..because once he knows..wala na..were through) i also got an autograph and he used my black pentel pen..meaning, in my pentel are some fonacier DNA and fingerprints..i simply love fonacier..he is sooo baet..when ate pia's dad introduced us, he said hi and stuff!! and when i asked for the autograph he was "yeah"... he looks so good in casual clothes(white shirt, baggy pants, sneaks) lora gahol is soooo lucky!! she's the girlfriend! ysa fonacier too..she's the sister....hayy.. i melt whenever i look at him throughout the game, he teaches his teamates, approves them when they did good..he could be the coach!! there's this time when i saw him, txting someone and smiling and then showing paolo bugia the txt..hmmmm..*wink* ..i absolutely LOVE fonacier!! no words can explain how i felt during the game.. the rush, excitement, together with the two guys i absolutely have the biggest crush on (the fact that im seated near this cute chinito guy is a bonus) the feeling that i miss so much!! i will, always and forever LOVE ateneo games..ü

saw yeo and cardona too.. seating near the dugout is soooo cool!!
christian luanzon is sooo cute also!!

scores: admu-51
feu-65 (so what if they won??)

pic1. larry's baby pic
pic2. larry in casual clothes


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quite a few days has passed since i last updated..i have been mourning ateneo's lost to lasalle..i have been so depressed..now, they have to beat lasalle twice to get to the championships.. GO ATENEO!! GOODLUCK ON SUNDAY! WE CAN DO THIS! ONE BIG FIGHT!!

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i am in full blogging mood.. but i have nothing to say.. so i'll just tell you how my day went:

8am- woke up and..ate breakfast then watched some tv with my brother while eating my push pop candy until 9am..

9.30am- bathed and got ready to go to the mall..

11am-mall.. my mom and brother dropped me off at powerbooks while they shop for my brother's gift for his classmate..

11.20- browsing through books

11.50- i got tired of browsing for books so i went to the tower records extension and again, browsed through cd's

12.00- happily minding my own beeswax.. browsing through keychains at the counter when i suddenly saw our neighbor.. it took some time before it registered that he was my neighbor so everything went slow mo.. we talked for a while..then back to minding our own beeswax..

12.20- mom and neighbor txted.. mom: on our way to bio research.... neighbor: (long story, too lazy to type our convo)

12.35- paid for my books then went down to bio research to meet my mom and bro..

12.50- went back to powerbooks again to buy "Dawn of the Dead" vcd..

1.10- ate at mcdo.. yummy fries!!

1.45- went to mendrez to do some shoe shopping..

2.00- went out of the store empty handed

2.20- car

2.45- house..

so that was how my day went.. i bought Veronika Decides to Die- paulo coehlo , M ia Tells it Like It Is- meg cabot , Total Girl magazine (yes, it is for kids, but larry fonaciers girlfriend, lora, is the ed! and his sister, ysa fonacier modeled!) and Dawn of the Dead vcd..

wen home über happy ..

we had our asian fest yesterday, we have to dress like the people in the country that we represent, our class got iran... i got good comments regarding my outfit.. i was wearing an all black ensemble with a pink shawl as a belt cum headress.. our homeroom partner, sir pino, said i looked like im going to a gimmick daw.. haha.. anyhoo.. my classmates and i were very kikay, putting on makeup and stuff..my classmate, moncha, has the coolest makeup kit!! smashbox eyeshadow palettes, smashbox brushes, smashbox powder, smashbox lipgloss ( entitled "fire", my personal fave!) smashbox brushes and the only thor n among the roses (or is it the other way around? the rose among the thor ns?) bloom bronzer.. i totally adore her kit!! i am now saving money to buy the lipgloss.. it provides no-lipgloss lipgloss look!! apply a very small amount on lips and voila! you have the most beautiful red natural look..i love it to bits!!

pic1. the smashbox lipgloss set.. i want this!!
pic2. my future lipgloss: fire by smashbox

yes.. ateneo lost..pero one big fight pa rin!! larry looked so kawawa.. as in the pinaka kawawa of his kawawa faces..i know that larry really really wants to win the championship.. he was a big big loss for ateneo..i feel for him.. awww... larry!! its ok!!

to the ateneans:

its ok.. next season, the eagles will (and have to) regain the champion title.. i, myself am still mourning..(parang hindi noh? maybe it's because im still in my denial mode.. i cant (and wont) accept their loss.. thats why im taking this oppurtunity to say all of this good and nice stuff.. when this mode starts to wear off.. and i face the harsh and brutal reality.. thats when i'll start to cuss and stuff).. but we can do this ateneo!

ATENEO BLUE EAGLES!!!
ONE BIG FIGHT!! SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!

to the lasallians:

*even though it hurts to say this, i am an ateneo fan* congratulations.. they won fair and square.. mac cardona is super super galing!! i love mac cardona and joseph yeo.. but please dont tell us ateneo fans that we deserve to lose, because we really didnt.. we really prayed for the eagles to win, and im sure the eagles trained really hard for this..(this does not concern all lasallians..im making parinig to someone) oh well.. congratulations again lasalle.. (i dont like cabatu, benitez and gaco..sorry.. i just dont like them..)

dont ask the score..

-this is a silly silly entry..but i still love ateneo to bits!! (even though im from MC)

-saw jasmine trias' smart (or was it globe?) commercial!! it was super cool!! she was singing this tagalog song in STRAIGHT tagalog with a bit of english slang..asteeg! ü

random thoughts:

why do they air short commercials over and over again?? as in three consecutive times?? annoying!

*kilig* (sorry, but the story behind this is too personal)

math long test tomorow!! goodluck to me!!

our neighbor is sooo lucky!! their mom works at marks and spencer hongkong.. they get free M&S stuff.. i adore marks!! ahh!! lucky lucky people..the only free stuff that i get are nike stuff.. boohoo..but nike's not too bad din.. i love nike!!

our group is finished with our english major task play.. i was the mother and had 16 lines!! i gad more lines than the lead!! i should get a best suppporting actress!!

pe pratical test and math long test tomorow!! pray for me!!

) When kissing, make sure your eyes are closed (you can peek a little, but nothing more!).

2) When you are kissing someone, make sure it is not someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend

3) You may NOT eat pizza anytime before you make out.

4) If a person is a bad kisser, you may NOT stop and leave at anytime-it's rude.

5) A person with braces may not kiss another person who has them.

6) When kissing, make sure your hands are where they're allowed (they can wander sometimes, and some people don't like that).

7) NEVER ask someone if they're a good kisser-you will either get a wrong answer, or the truth will hurt you.

8) If you were expecting more than kissing, don't complain-you will get less the next time.

9) Kissing more than one 1 person in a day can result in you not being allowed to kiss one of those people anymore.

10) Don't kiss someone for the first time while you are laying in their bed.

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my classroom barkada: krizia, vicky, jow, ac, kim, marga and missy are all coming over to to do our CL project..(hmmm.. i wonder if we'll able to do something? haha.) after, we'll go to robinsons metroeast to watch exorcist or saved, eat at star carrots and take some pics.. haha.. i'll try to paste the pics here.. hope everything goes well.. ü

my friends came over yesterday to do our CL project.. and as what you would expect when you add 7teens+ lots of food (popcorn, hotdog, "butong pakwan", crackers, salsa, combos, coke)+ one room +makeup+ magazine= not finishing anything.. .. we had a little world of our own.. gossiping, pigging out, laughing, ranting at some people (*wink*), polishing our so-called makeup "skills", watching some tv and laughing more.. missy (love missy's outfit! pink racerback with pretty, lace-y black skirt) and marga were the first to leave.. we decided to leave na for robinsons place when they left, but ac couldnt come pala..so we (kim, krizia, jow, i) waited for her parents to pick her up (which was like in 10years!) she left na at 5 and my parents were having second thoughts of allowing me to go to the mall.. i would NOT allow them not to let me go.. it was unfair! i asked for their permission 2 days ago and they agreed!! besides i would come home nman at 8pm (my killjoy curfew) i was being bratty now.. my mom said hanggang 7pm na lng kami.. i still want to argue and attest my rights but my friends told me na ok na ang 7pm..so i reluctantly agreed.. i was still being bratty in the car so my mom told me na she'll pick me up at 7.30 if i'll do her a favor and buy a cake for her friend's dad's birthday party.. i agreed.. once at robinsons place, we ate at starcarrots, a fastfood steakhouse.. it was my 2nd time eating there.. i enjoyed their food so much when i first ate there that i was excited at eating there again.. jow said their yakinuku was yummy so we both ordered it, turns out their yakinuku was so peppery hot! we tried adding gallons of seasoning and salt but nothing could reduce the spiciness.. we resorted to ordering lots of water and strawberry iced tea..haha..it was funny.. nevertheless, i still enjoyed eating at starcarrots, their something in their food that although spicy, it still makes you wanna eat more.. i wanna eat at starcarrots now!! after eating, we went to the ladies room and laughed at someone (the story is kept within us four).. after.. we roamed around the mall, window shopping, buying stuff at the tiangge's..i fell in love with this knee length lace-y feminine black skirt and white v-neck top at yrys and this "adidas inspired" sneaker flats and this white clutch!! (i wanna buy the skirt!! it was the perfect! it wasnt too long or too short.. and its lace-y and feminine and girly ahh!! LOVE IT!).. At around 7.45, jow and i left krizia and kim..they were still waiting for their parents to pick them up na rin.. ü

it was a fun fun fun day!! you can never really get enough of hanging
out with your friends..

I WANNA EAT AT STAR CARROTS!!

Currently listening to: huling el bimbo-eheads
Currently reading: princess diaries-meg cabot =got tired of mythlgy
Currently feeling: awake, alive &enthusiastc