i love PINK. sue me.

this is my 2nd entry this day..and 3rd time i went online.. i badly need a break.. my mind is overflowing thinking about diaspora and nucleic acids (monomer is nucleotides)!! ughhh!! i gave myself a 15 minute break..(9 minutes left)...ugghh..so much more to study.. there's still cells, scientific method, conversion, microscope, branches and scientific method (8 minutes left) and i left my microscope handout at school so i'll have to come to school early to have enough time to study my handout,,, UGHHH!!! I HATE CRAMMING!!! but then, it's also my habit..haha..bad habits...labo..ü

FINALLY!!! exam week is finished!! wahooo!! I think i did pretty well nman.. except for cL and maybe math (ugh!! please not math!) i am so freakin'ly frustrated with cL!! stupid exam!! it was so shitty!! the stuff that i studied for 60 minutes were wasted!! parang i was really confident about cL kasi i know all about herod antipas, jewish beliefs and all the other crappy stuff!! tas super onti lng lalabas sa test?!! wtf?! grrr...

after the exam, we had a mass, it was surprisingly short! then after the mass we (vicky, bea, ella, camille, ja, monique, addie, dapat krizia, lara and marel) went to mcdo.. andaming mc and ateneo people! wala lng..masaya!! we like bought 4 "boxes" of large fries tas we were piggin out big time!! so our table is all fries, ketchup and coke.. tas sam taught me this cool trick on how to make your french fry pop out of the "box"... you like flatten the fries box, get a really small piece of fry, place it in the inside the box then squeeze it sideways..tas the fry would pop out of the box!! asteeg!! super saya gawin! people were like looking at us kasi were really amused with the "fry popping" thing so were really loud! haha.. tas bea imitated this guy.. ella's ex crush..tas her expression was super funny!!
haha!! too bad i had to leave early.. ehhe..

saw HER at mcdo... after like a week w/o seeing her, i have see her now?! wtf?!.. but hindi pa tinuloy tuloy... i DESPISE her!! freakinly frustratingly sickeningly shitt-ingly DESPISE her... i know it's bad pero, ewan, i dunno, i just felt like despising her.. its not her fault nman db?? cguro i see him in her.. so i was there in mcdo cussing and speaking in angry-full-of-hatred words in english, i dunno why but i always speak in english whenever i get ridiculously angry.. ahaha.. pero ngaun, i dont hate her na.. ü

oops.. thats so ravens on.. gotta scram!!

my porn name is/are:
april gutentight when i use bea,
muffy pie for beatrice,
heaven starr for beatosh and
tempest woods for the random identity thing
hillary osmena for the pet name+street name

im feeling very mapanlait and bitchy today, probably because of FEU's lost against ateneo.. wahaha!! but before that, id like to tell about how happy i am that they won, and before that, i'd also like to tell about how my day went:

How my day went:
after hearing mass, my brother, dad and I went to galle to watch along came polly, it was like 1030 in the morning and we were in galle na! they dont sell tickets until 1130, so my fam and i roamed around the mall muna and i bought a pretty pair of vintage-y earrings at one of the tiangge's there for only 50 bucks, whatta steal!! actually, i saw a pair a bit like that at greenhills yesterday, pero it was late and i was tired na kaya i really didnt made pansin to it..(in greenhills i also bought a pink cute top, white sash belt, green furry ponytail, pink necklace, white über gorgeous bag and a couple of stud earrings, the vintage and stud earrings erased na from my to buy list!) tas at about 1120 we went to buy tickets na, we were like the very first people inside the movie theater! so my brother and i were really loud, shouting "wow!! amin na tong sinehan!" corny pero super fun! the movie was good, funny.. i like the ferret, i want a ferret tuloy! jen aniston is sooo sexy! nakakainngit, the french guy is so aliw also! the way he speaks, i cannot understand a thing! it was full of "ze".."ze hippopotamuus" and "exzactlee"..he's accent is so aliw.. tas after the movie, i noticed na there were only like 30 people (including us) inside the theater! filipinos arent really early birds! ehehe.....

Ateneo!
I am so happy for them!! 7-0 na!! 7 wins and 0 losses. theyre sooo good! even without fonacier, hai.. i super admire them! fonacier was closed up (grammar check?) four times ata.. he looks so kawawa! yet so cute! i soo admire him too.. during the 3rd quarter when FEU catched up (grammar check?) to ateneo and there score difference is one point na lng, i was screaming like crazy and biting (yes, biting, chewing, whatever..) the remote control!! considering that im only on my calm mode then! when im in araneta, i get really wild.. tenorio is so good!! he's 3 point shots are awesome! tas kanina when FEU's ahead na, he made a distinctely (spell check?) familiar 3 point shot and when he made it, he went straight to larry and hugged him.. i saw larry in him when he made that 3 point shot (really..) and bugia's block is pure genius! i love ateneo! (...and larry, chris...)

FEU
i dont like FEU.. i dont hate them, but i dont like them.. i dunno why! im sorry.. but really i dont like them, what's with their "spiderman inspired" pepsquad outfits!! i was so.. so... corny.. really, im sorry if im bad, but really, i find it really corny!! bleh!! sana kung skirt na lng db?!

this is long na.. byeeee!!!

ATENEO - 67
FEU- 64

i finally found a "picture" of kirsten dunst's wedding gown in spidey2!! well, actually i found pictures of the gown, a month ago pa, at FilmMagic.com, but you have to be a member or something to enlarge the pic, so i registered, but unfortunately, they were closed (a web with office hours?)..so they cannot attend to me and i had to wait for there notification via email.. i got tired of waiting and eventually i forgot about it.. anyway, i saw this blog (liana's journal) that makes paperdolls of dresses and stuff, and she made a paperdoll of mary jane's gown..(all hail liana! all hail liana!) it doesnt contain much detail, its basically just the "foundation" of the gown, the "base".. the untouched, undesigned and "unmanipulated" gown version.. so.. uhhh.. enjoy!! i guess.. ü


PS.. this gown is supposedly for prom.. funny, prom isnt until 3rd year.. one year pa.. and im already looking for a gown?? im not even sure if im going th the prom! (fingers crossed) ü

i have been a fan of the olsen twins ever since i saw them in "passport to paris", they weren't "developed" then, but i admire their independence, social stats, occupation, how they seem to always get what they want and their being rich.. but they werent as popular then here, as now and i was only a kid then and wasnt intrigued by other people/celebs, and naturally, i forgot about them.. until i saw them again on a magazine and on tv, looking every bit the teen queens they are now, pretty, sexy, popular, rich and with lots of fans.. i was then starting my "puberty" stage.. and naturally again, i was feeling intrigued-slash-jealous-slash-"oh my gosh! they look so pretty!".. i got curious and searched them on the internet.. and, yes, they have definately grown a lot since i last saw them in "passport to paris".. they are now certified teen queens.. pretty, sexy, popular, extremely rich, boy magnet, dates gourgeous guys, with a to-die-for wardrobe (fashion icons) and now promoting their new film!! i was jealous of them,, why wasnt i born to be the other twin?? why cant i be that rich? why cant i be as sexy as them?? ahhhh.. insecurities of a teenager!! the rest is history.. mary kate was diagnosed with anorexia (rumors said, a coccaine problem too).. i was turned off.. i still look up to them, theyre still pretty.. im still a fan..and yes, i still get jealous and insecured..forever will be, its part of being a teen..but now i realized, that being chubby is really not that bad.. people still treat me like human even though im not a size 2.. and the most important realization: people may seem or look perfect, but, really nobodys perfect..ü


Ps.. when i was younger.. i loved kc concepcion!! "she's soo pretty!! she seems sooo perfect! beautiful, rich, sexy etc etc" i would say over and over again.. but over time, the "awe" wore off.. but again.. thats another story..

pics of marykate looking very anorexic.. EWWW! see the bones??

usa! watch out! *evil, wicked, cinderella's stepmom laughter*

haii..its another boring sunday.. and to kill time.. im doing quizzes..again.. yesterday, we had a despidida for my uncle edmund cause he's going to new york.. he taught me how to cook paella.. (i LOVE paella!) and im eating now the leftovers and currently feeling like heaven.. i also "bonded" with his son, my 2nd cousin.. he was asking me if i could arrange an interaction between my section and his cousin's section (his cousin was also at the party, pero he left early..chka i think cousin ko din cia? ata), they left at around 1230am na..aun.. today naman, i woke up at around 8.. sooper aga noh?? my parents are out at a friends party in pangasinan kaya my brother and i are home alone (with the helper of course).. tas i decided to go to church, pero changed my mind, kasi first , there's gonna be a mass in school nman tomorow, and i have no one to accompany me and i was only going to mass because of this uhhh..thing.. i was being selfish, so i decided against it..anyhoo.. thats how my boring sunday went!!

ciao! ü

"just married" starring brittany murphy and über hottie ashton kutcher later, 9pm..star movies..ü

Currently reading: anne frank..ü
Currently feeling: heavenly..

i am currently waching "mulawin".. yes, mulawin with alwina, pagaspas, ravena, aguilluz (sp?) and all the other characters with bird like names.. pia, my ex-backmate, suggested that i watch it.."baduy ng kung baduy, pero maganda!" those were her words.. so here i am..watching it.. and really..it is good, and i am getting really kilig! richard guitterez is really really cute!! esp. during his "lone musician" look, were he plays the flute while watching alwina with the other guy dancing and staring at each other in a sickeningly sweet, cheesy and sticky way..ahaha!

we had our buwan ng wika celebration today.. we were required to dress in filipiniana clothes,almost all (hi tasha!) of us in our class (in the whole school too, i guess) were wearing black shirts with malong as skirt-slash-halter dress.. the celebration was kinda boring.. it wasnt like the other celebrations.. it was just the sayawatha and the glee.. oh and the faculty band too.. we also had the awarding thingies.. we (2-5) won first place in the best classroom design category against the whole soph year!! wahaha!

gonna scram! alwina's stuck inside a burning house!..ü

im testing my HTML learnings..and im gonna make the font color white!

pick up lines are so funny! but they rarely (even never) work..hahaha! anyhoo, here's a compilation of my fave pick up lines..

-I lost my phone number, can I have your's?

-There's a party in my mouth, and you're invited!

-Do you have a Bandaid? Cos I just scraped my knee falling for you.

-Do you have a map? Cos Honey, I just keep gettin lost in your eyes

-Girl, you gotta be tired coz you been runnin through my mind all day.

-Help, somethings wrong with my eyes - I just can't take them off you.

-I think I feel like Richard Gere - I'm standing next to you, the Pretty Woman.

-Was you Father an Alien? Cos honey on planet earth there's nothing else like you!

-You're like a dictionary - you add meaning to my life!

-Since sex is a killer, would ya like to die happy?

-That's a nice shirt. Can I talk you out of it?

-The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.

-Do you believe in love at first sight? Or do I have to walk by again?

-Are you tired, sweet thang? Cuz you been runnin' thru my mind all day long.

-If I could change the alphabet, I would put U and I together.

-I didn't know angels flew this low.

-Is your father a thief, 'Cause he stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.

-If being sexy was a crime ud be guilty as charged

-Stop, drop, and roll baby cuz u r on fire

-Do you know CPR cuz u take my breath away


-end- ü

dahil buwan ng wika.. magtatagalog ako.. i watched "rosas" yesterday at school (sabay english eh..taglish na lng) it was my 2nd time watching a banaag play, the first time was in first year.. "Ang Paglilitis ni Mang Serapio" i was super awed by bannag's acting performance in Serapio, and here in Rosas.. i was once more awed again!! banaag didnt fail me.. rosas was awesome!! sobrang ganda!! it was definately worth the hassle and heat.. hassle kasi we were supposed to watch the 3.45-4.45 show and we were first in line (not nman first, pero malapit sa first) tas they made us move to another line, tas that other line.. un pala ang mga left out.. so we were forced to watch the 5-6 play.. i was asking for a refund na lng kasi sobrang bad trip, tas ayaw nila.. so i stayed na lng.. sayang nman kc ung ticket.. vicky and elphie, dahil late na.. decided to go home na lng.. anyway.. back to the play.. asteeg cia sobra..super nakakatawa..(esp. the magazing vendor that sells EVERYTHING!! from candy mag to the alchemist book) galing ng director (Kristal De Guzman).. the play's all about this poor little girl- ikay (Aina Abesamis) who sells paper roses..and in the middle of being maltreated by her mother (Bea Ballesca who i wanna congratulate for her superb performance! very convincing!), meeting snobby people and witnessing two people falling in love (actually she's the bridge eh ü) she's still a happy person! (unfortunately, she died.. )! and of course.. being the lovesick fool that i am, my fave part is the love story.. Therese (Tine Porter) and Leo's (Mia Constantino) love story.. hayyy.. and as corny and yucky as it sounds, kinilig ako..(cant believe i said that).. i want a boyfriend ulit tuloy! (buti pa si therese may leo..at si leo may therese--taken from pauline's blog) Actually ALL the character's performance was super galing, very convincing (well.. they convinced me..ü)! hahaha!! basta, if i get the chance to watch it again.. i surely will.. rosas is super hilarious, kakakilig and kakaiyak din..

-end- *puro open&close parenthesis* ü

♥Larry and ♥Bea

Might conceive twenty-eight thousand happy kids. Are aspiring to write to each other for the good of the free world. Met on a gameshow.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

larry fonacier and i.. it could work!!

ateneo lasalle game today!!and im not watching! yeah.. frustrating, this is my first, gonna be the last also, season with me, not watching an ateneo lasalle game live!! i havent even watched anything live! pity me! first and last season! im hoping against hope that ateneo wins!! please!! may they maintain there lead!!
ONE BIG FIGHT!!

globe and addict mobile has this new phone "feature".. they have blogging service na!! ahh.. technology!

an old classmate, whom i saw through a genius of a website, friendster, is sooo freakin thin na!! in gradeschool, she was a bit on the chubby side, but now?! now she's stick thin!! and with a boyfriend!! arghh!! gotta continue my diet!

friendster is (as ive told in the last paragraph) a genius of a website! i only realized this just now! through friendster you can uhhh.. know.. whats on with your crush (guilty!).. your ex (*ehem*) or just about anyone from "brad pitt"/celebrities to total strangers.. even though i hardly check my account, i love friendster to bits..

there's this annoying girl in friendster, who like, posted a gazillion posts in the bulletin board asking people to add her!! nakakaasar! desperado!

i saw larry fonacier sa tv!! ahhahaa!! i so dayme missed him!!

i love barbie's cradle's song for nescafe!

everyone seems to write about the olympics.. i mean (almost) everyone.. why?? sorry.. im not really sports minded.. ai no.. im sportsminded pala..labo..

i so wanna want a boyfrined!! seryoso to'! i know all my friends were like "bea, wait ka lang!" pero wala lng.. nakalimutan ko na toh eh.. pero since nanuod ako ng show na may love story (rosas nung friday, two weeks notice kahapon) i want a boyfriend again!! anyone available?? tag or comment..

-end of my friggin thoughts-

lasalle.. they won!! conratulations!! first time manalo! yikee!
finally, taste nman the feeling of victory!
im proud of them!! they were really good! ateneo isnt really coordinated.. tenorio wasnt on the mood and the like.. anyhoo.. congrats lasalle!! first time winning!! good job!

i dunno whats with me and the colon ( : ) punctuation mark.. recently i have been using colons on my titles.. weird..

saw my grades and thay arent pretty.. good thing my parents didnt get mad at me..well, they were mad, pero not the usual "sermon mad".. instead they calmly talked to me about it..if i have problems etcetera.. and i thank them for doing it.. at least diba, i know now that they love me..they will accept me for who i really am..with or without bad grades..i like the "calm talk" better (who doesnt?) ..now that the "talk" is over.. i can now live normally.. before the "talk" kasi, i was near to having a heart attack..feeling very nervous that anytime now, my parents would rip my head off.. now, all that i have to worry about is to get decent grades this 2nd quarter.. help me God!!

my fam and i went to baguio yesterday to attend some Chinese family's party.. their daughter was celebrating her christening(sp)-slash-birthday party my dad is the ninong..we werent really close to the chinese fam..my dad is..since they're his clients..the party was packed with chinese people.. it was fun to see such a large number of people with chinky eyes.. i wanna learn chinese!! their language is soo beautiful.. anyhoo.. the food was great.. after the party, my brother was supposed to ride the horses..unfortunately, it was raining..so we went to good shepherd instead to buy their über yummy ube, strawberry jam and peanut and cashew brittle.. then we went home na.. i was sleepin the whole time sa car.. kasi nman!! we left at around 4.30 am..when we got home, which was at around 10.00..my fam and i immediately went to bed.. we were soooo tired!! 17 hours on the road wouldnt you get tired??!

Lord of the Rings and Fellowship of the Ring is on at 5pm today at hbo!! following, is the Lord of the Rings and the Two Towers at 8pm..excited!! i havent seen the two towers kasi so im really eager to watch it later..ü

i cannot understand florante at laura!! even the summary.. arghh!

-end-

craving for a sumptous (sp) spoon of purple ube!! my bro and i call it purple spoon..wahaha..ü

The \\
Last Cigarette:	never..
Last Alcoholic Drink:	red wine..or was it a beer?? hehe..during my parents party..
Last Car Ride:	with my mom..
Last Kiss:	*wink*
Last Good Cry:	this morning..
Last Library Book:	hrr..our only may amelia..
Last book bought:	hrr book.. things fall apart-chinua achebe
Last Book Read:	hrr book again..things fall apart..
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	stepford wives..
Last Movie Rented:	ages ago!!
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	shit..
Last Beverage Drank:	coke..
Last Food Consumed:	baguio's ube jam!! yum!
Last Crush:	larry fonacier.. actually.. crush until now..
Last Phone Call:	hmmm..forgot..
Last TV Show Watched:	101 hollywood juiciest (sp) hookups
Last Time Showered:	this morning..
Last Shoes Worn:	my flipflops..
Last CD Played:	eraserheads anthology..
Last Item Bought:	movie ticket..heheü
Last Download:	adobe acrobat for my mom..
Last Annoyance:	the weather..so hot!
Last Disappointment:	last friday..grades..
Last Soda Drank:	coke..
Last Thing Written:	typed actually..this..heheü
Last Key Used:	room key..
Last Words Spoken:	"kelan ung party?" (translation: "when's the party?)
Last Sleep:	last night..
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	rocky road..yummy!
Last Chair Sat In:	comp chair..the swivel chair..
Last Webpage Visited:	yahoo..
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Currently reading: florante at laura..very malalim tagalog words!
Currently feeling: cravin for ube jam..

WARNING:
author is out of her mind for writing or typing rather, about this and is asking for forgiveness to anyone who would (if there really are people who read this) this. May contain substance not suitable for really young people and boys/men..or anyone who doenst
find the words "feminine hygiene"
and "PH Care" pleasing..

i was supposed to write this yesterday but due to lack of time..i wasnt able to..

we had a talk yesterday concerning "feminine hygiene" entitled "lets talk girl"... yes..another one of those what to do during your puberty-slash-adolescence-slash-"im not a girl, not yet a woman" talks..
the speaker was the unilab media department whatever thingy and she was talking about the do's and don't on hygiene while promoting PH care feminine wash..what and what not to clean..and where to clean..yes..it is yucky to read this..what more hearing it?? with the occasional "yes, the one with the folds down there".. EWWWWWWWWW!!!! TO THE MILLIONTH POWER!! she was actually saying THAT! i should not be writing about this, but i wanna share my (maybe the whole freshies and sophies also) not so ordinary experience.. i thought the talk was just about the changes during puberty stage..the usual stuff..but no!! they "elaborated" to the highest level (sorry for the numerical expressions..)..hayyyyy..

Let's Talk Girl!

P.S. painted my toes blue today using traffic jam’s “soar” blue nail polish.. (yesterday actually, just added a fresh coat today.) it wasn’t any kind of blue.. its metallic, dark, shiny, gorgeous, chic, hip, trendy, cool, punk princess, rebellious, teen queen, lizzie Maguire meets that’s so raven meets Olsen twins meets Amanda bynes meets “mean girls” meets avril lavigne, trouble meets goody goody/sweetums, rockstar kind of blue.. (actually, avril and rockstar will do..just wanted to exaggerate..) its like saying i-had-the-guts-to-wear-a-not-so-ordinary-but-still-cool-shade-of-blue-so-I-look-like-one-daring-cool-and-hip-gal-and-if-you-have-any-problem-with-that-get-lost! haha..joking…but then jokes are ONLY half meant..


-end- this entry is so labo..

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